.Winter story.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Why i do not have a Gf for 3 years plus going to 4 years. This post is not meant to serve any objective or to influence anything, if you do not like it don't care, u have comments, tag me, but i don't think i will reply.

First, One and a half year ago, almost got into a relationship but she went away with one of my best friend that time, now he's the bastard where friends around me call him that too, not due to my influence.( while writing this, i stopped and went to her blog Archives, i feel so....)

I seriously miss that time when i spend all my time with her, sacrificing.

I shall continue, 3 things i can't stand.

1) For point 1 ,This is running in my blood, I hate girls who are materialistic and $$$ face. I am poor, but i have my pride and i promise if any girl love a bf to have transportation and rich, i will never go and have my licenses and i promise i will donate my money away. I can't understand why some girls wants their Bf to have transportation and be rich? Find a Taxi driver? or go and be a high class "waitress" ?

2) I don't like girls that love to go clubbing and love to lead a night life. Although i know teenagers now go clubs and drink to have fun but i always believe there is other ways of having fun, so if she really wants to go, a few times, i don't mind but always, everyday, every time, i can't stand it.

3) I don't like girls that is not understanding and disrespectful. Because, i am a person that does a-lot of things but only after some times then i will explain why did i do that, so if she is not understanding, there will be a-lot of misunderstandings and we will get tired of it. I will love my gf to come out with my friends and family so disrespectful is something that my friends and family will not like. Ya.

Most Girls will come into either one of the point so that's why after so long i still can't get a Gf.
Most girl and not all girls, and maybe there are only some, so meaning that i still did not find the right one.

Another reason, maybe some girls or guys feel that i am flirt and u know, as what they say, testing out which girl is the right one. Trust me if u feel this way, u are still far away from my circle of trust, meaning u still did not understand me well enough. Because when i found the right girl, i don't behave this way. From the past, the only one i go after in Rp, some of my friends in rp will understand. And why people feel that i am flirt, because i talk to most people and build relationships with them, I don't want to miss out any friends that i can make now as in the future, i will be working very hard with my careers.
As for those attached, Don't worry, i will never touch your girls, rest assure. I will never be like that bastard that took my girl away, 1 and half year ago. If i ever do this, Pin Wen is dead and you can call me bastard.

Love Stories ... 7:39 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

So my Friday night, went out to chun fu's place to celebrate his birthday and gave him surprise. hide at his house and wanted to surprise him , but haha we didn't saw him coming back and we were chatting, so he came back and straightaway saw us by his house. So we cut cake, rest awhile and go to prata shop to eat. talk cock, went home with clarinda, the rest, stayed in chun fu's house.

Saturday, i stayed at home on the afternoon to play game, and went out in the night to find Great friends in town, and we played some games over there and chat around and slackking around, after which went over to find some of my Vb team members for drinking session, 3 couples and again i'm alone. -.-|| used to it. Eng seng and Nicole, Sin hui and Fang yi, Hui bin and his gf.
After that went over Zouk with Yong Jie to find the birthday girl, Stephh. Actually that day was quite tired and didn't want to go Zouk, but since i promise her that i'm going, So , just go, saw gerry, wei zhong, his friends, Stephhh, wei ting and their gang, Leyawn and some Rp ians. Went in walk around, see see, dance awhile, actually didn't dance? then went home, And !! This call came.
Eh Pin Wen, we got 3 person now lack of one, you want to play?, Dead, have to play, if not spoil their mood so went over to danny house, played with quan man and louis, Win 3 dollars, quite stupid but better than lose, overall louis is the only one that lose, 70 plus..

Erm, now is 1.59am so i must force myself to sleep else tml i'll be dead, PHP coding some more. So sleep! later then contiune with my saturday and the topic why i can't get a GF.

Love Stories ... 7:22 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

ON last friday, had HTML lesson, finally a lesson that allow us to get out of the class during lesson time. Objective to learn how to use DSLR , get nice photo shoots and to come out with coding for a photo gallery.

hey, on Monday, went to school, had my PHP lesson, was a headache, finding ways to solve the problem and doing so much coding. After school had Brag game, lost but alright do better next year. After which went over to CWP to eat, initially wanted to eat MAC, but the coin flip make, me , lip min, Shi Rui and eugene to go KFC and eat. :) Had our sharing session :)

While I'm watching Channel U , damn sad that this guy don't even have money to buy a shoe, $30 plus dollars.

Erm shall contiune again, now is 5.06am so i better go sleep first take care my ffriends !:)

Love Stories ... 7:05 AM

Monday, November 17, 2008

The last Night meeting her.

We're doing shopping, and oh ya every my principal knew about me and her.

This is her, :) the most Romantic part is when i walk with her in the snow.

How should i start? been awhile since i blog.

Current feeling: Tired, Emo but motivated to see my future.

My house door is open, insecurity is everything. i feel so unsecured and fear of losing everything in my life. Including my love ones and things i have.
But, guess what, i need to look forward and be ready of challenges ahead.

Okie, great been finding blog-skin to change but can't bear to leave this. So maybe i will open a new blog :) and put this blog into history. start a-new !

Haha, i want to talk about this, maybe a-lot people might feel that blogging is some gay shit but i feel it cool, cause when i got nothing to do, haha other than watching soccer, playing games and going out with friends, i can spend sometimes here to express or even record down some important memories before everything goes different.

Anyway also many people might be wondering why my blog's background is this, why the title is Winter story, for the background, was one of the idea of how i want to express my blog, a silent and peaceful blog, a guy having his deep thoughts of having a peaceful friendships and Love.
As for Winter story, It's back in 2006, when i went Japan during winter season and i fall in love with this girl there.
It's so dramatic, Seems like the world had Stopped for that 7 days. And the story ended with a music box. Whenever i play that music from the music box, It's just like a playback of what happened in japan. If i have a chance, i will want to go back there to find her.

So last Saturday, 15th Nov 08 Went sentosa to celebrate Wen jie's birthday. meet up with Andrew, Lian Xin, Stanley, Wen jie and Chang and drive over to habourfront market, then had chicken rice. Meet up with Li ting, then went over to Sentosa. Walk to siloso beach, saw Ben and leyawn, eehhhhh, just realise oh ya Camp U & I people will be there too. Was a waste that i can't go for the camp but nvm, i have one more year in school. So had some volleyball game and soccer and then played dog and bone, play drunken man and some stupid game. Then after which went over to play ludge? or something else and the sky ride, the sky ride remind me of the genting 's free fall, DAMN Scary.! hahaha

After that went to novena , wanted to eat the steam boat, but filled with people and damn hell lot of people so we went over and want to eat international buffet plus japan cusine but also full house, so we went to Pizza hut for our dinner, i tell you it's scary, we ordered 4 BIg pizza, got one free, LOL:) then 8 plates of drumlets, 6 piece per plate, 6 garlic bread, 3 seafood platter, and 3 noodles, WAH SUper FULL TILL mad.:)

After that went over to Joo tat house , had MJ session and watched soccer. Then surprise Wen jie with a Cake :) after that went home.

while posting this post, i look through my pictures and archives.
I have been thought so much and did not blog about it, it's all very nice story and experience.
Get some nice pictures here. Shall update again.ARCHIVESARCHIVES

Love Stories ... 9:14 AM