.Winter story.

Monday, July 30, 2007

Get it done , its nice , but forever is no a promise.

( haha ivy edited de , lolx stupid pin wen so bad :) ) we had fun .

last thursday, i am so ke lian , after school meet chun fu for the banner we draw together then after that , he went home at 11.30 then i stay there, i was alone, sms people, haiz no one reply so just sit there listen to songs, after which i fall asleep, it was a void deck , many people walk pass and look at me so weirdly. dots but because of cypher, i sacrifics , i waited all the way till it dry, but at 1.30 i wake up ahhh. i was too tired so i pack up and lefted. reach home , fall asleep.

Last friday stay back in school to do my SIT banner, damnn it i do till very pissed so decided to disturb , lolx use the paint to draw people's face, unfortunatly IVY oh is the unlucky one, because she looks so cheeky !! hahaa, after that clear up, lucky got some friends help me , arghh thanks so much really you all are great !! :) helped me so much ,:) smile next time need any help just tell me :). then went to mac with melvin and eVon, say so many lame jokes and , dots stupid melvin anyhow guess also correct , even that secert he also correct , hey evon, dots i really never tell him la. Ben went home first, home was so tired, suppose to accomapny andrew play dota, but fall asleep, very sorry , really too tired le.

Then saturday , went for work again, lolx slack slack, finally rained !! After work we went queensway walk wlak, melvin bought a shoe , levis , then we went , hahahaha TATTOOO. arghh it looks nice , yeah, i'm loving it. then after that took cab to bugis to look for kenneth they all, wanted to eat steam boat but too many people le so we ate Ajisen, not bad la after all the food. then went arcade play the basket ball game, got one guy siao one , almost every ball get in and the speed is fast, after that we go play a gun game 4 person de. then after that go catch toys , arghh sad not manage to catch that winnie the pooh i like de. after that went , again suppose to accompany andrew, but sorry next day got work and i'm tired:) i know you will forgive me :)_

Then sunday , went to work again slack , haha hide inside the guard house then chatted with the people, also i went in and ask one of the sales man if how i can become a sales man , hence i also know more about how BMW works, don wish to specific i guess you all will feel bored. lolx
then after that went back to meet my great friends , haha whao so much changes , louis buying bike le , kelly is working ! good , then the rest not bad ba , after eat we went half court to play cards . then i went home eat dinner, nice dinner , long time no eat my dadddy's dinner le :) after that fall asleep , haha. end of stories

After all , hope i can lead a simple life in rp, find a GF , initiative enough, understand me , care for my feelings and most importantly , love me , and what i can say , i can give all my things , my feelings and everythings for you. trust me i judge love as an importantly in my life, it is a form of motivation for me and all the good things i really want to share , i want my girl to smile everyday. and be happy , i will be successful and make sure you will feel that you are the most happy girl in the world. :) hope next sem, i could be able to have a strong bond class, i could know what i really want in school , and earn enough money , not only that but enough experience to start my career any point of time. daddy , i love you so much , i know you are very old le , i will do my best to look after you and give you xin fu :) friends that are reading my blog, i love you all, once again at least you poeple care. any problem, look for me don worry , if i can i will help , :) smile , 81002336 is always availble , but remember friends not to take me for granded , i always believe helping poeple is good so if one day i find out that you take me for granded , i will be very sad. :(. yeah , i guess no one would be :) yeah take care friends bye . will update more !:)

Love Stories ... 12:16 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

21st and 22nd july, sat and sun , working at the BMW show room, . dots i have never encounter such a good job with good pay while you can eat buffet anytime you want , can sleep during break, can sit down , can chat on phone , and sms , almost you have all the freedom. then 24th and 25th , tuesday and wednesday, this time is even more . dots super fun and slack !!! tuesday, in the morning rush to school for UT then afterwhich took cabby to the working place, then 11 start work . to 1.30 whereby to usher the cars to the parking lots. was so so so damn hungry, so i am so looking forward to lunch at 1.30, whao eat alot till very full, then after that went back for briefing what i should do next. oh ya , super lucky , i go where also got friend, i saw my 10 years friend, Kian ann, haha then we all same same, is usher haha so 4 people , we are ushers, so after lunch we was suppose to go do area cleaning , but the country club is to clean liao la !! haha hence the trip became an stroll in the club and see how people play golf. Then after which went back to our hosting room and wait for next task, but after 2 hours , which is 6 there is still no task, i fall asleep, then wait till 8 still NO TASK !! ARGHHH!!! we , the 4 ushers start to feel angry cos the pay so good but nothing to do de !!! Then went TO RUTH house to celebrate ah neo's birthday, come on guys , i know that you all want to have a surprise for ah neo, but still remember what is the objective for that night is to make him happy. and also about the girls that WE, i will take it as WE wanted them to join in is because, all are friends we just want more people so that it will be more happier. also the next day that we went newton , come on ask your self are we so xiao qi , because of you people not letting them go ruth house then we want revenge?? we did not get you people down because the original plan was that we would get car , and only seven people can get in then also that you all have already said you people will feel weird when they are there, come on think from their perspective , would they feel weird when you people are there?? or even you people go , at first you all have already said you people feel weird when they are there, so ?? if we ask you people along wouldn't it be weird too ?? Alright things are over don’t ponder over spilled milks. On Wednesday we 4 ushers repeated almost everything till at 6 , finally new task for us is to serve the costumers , help them carry their golf bags to the car. At this point of time some means came into my mind, why are people working so hard suddenly, because customers are giving tibs . Come on this sucks, a customer offers me but what I believe is that this is one of my job to do so hence I told that customer this is part of my work, it’s okie. Erm I just feel not right about accepting the money. After which rush ourselve down to newton and ran so many place just to buy the 24 cans of ice cream soda . for ah neo hope you are touched. lolx haha

What is love?? Is it a game , I don’t see it as a game. When I love someone I give you my everything, no matter what. It is not like some game where I make you fall in love in me , then I will start to treat you less better than before so that you love me more then after which treat better , then lesser, IT IS NOT A GAME !!!

Love Stories ... 12:46 AM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Please be more understanding. huh, life is tired, almost everyday not enough sleep. school in the morning , start at 9, got to wake up on 8 .luckily because of my dad fetching me to school, thanks alot papa ! i love you. Then start school and end at 4.30 most of the time i would sleep on 2nd break on the faci's chair , the best place i found to sleep. Then after 4.30, either i have training, cypher or something else, at night i think most of the time must pei andrew:) this few days never cos too tired le. my grades , arghh almost everything , can i be more lucky !??

Love Stories ... 1:40 AM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Out of the sudden, you form an new impression on me. now i'm confused, but i don't want myself to be in this states, its up to you to choose, till one day you feel that i am the best then you tell me. Since you already says it so clearly, nautral . Come on i don't want be zhi zuo duo qing already, all those things i've done were stupid. no matter how much i love you how much i've done for you, there is no difference made. Really stupid.haha Who will love me ??? i question myself, i am just stupid and naive . who would want to be together with me. lolx i guess i have to become monk or what le.Lolx PLease don't give me fasle hope okie, now i am very straight forward.

My heart aches , really really aches , but i shouldn't show anyone.

The next person would have to take initiative
Omg i blog half way , faci come and talk to me, he ask me my gf what class lol, i say don have , he say he know i every time go her class , help her in her work , help her do rj and like part of her class le .alot things, wah so amazing , he knows so much, lol, so scary. lolx everytime when i go after someone, its like so obvious, everyone would know !! lolx. sometimes i just feel very proud of gf if i have one. i want everyone to know about her , tell everyone how good is her, but some how . hahaa fate just comes and go so fast.

Love Stories ... 11:58 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007

:) smile. maybe i am stupid or silly, i don't know why.seriously i have to say. You say that i have always treat you more than a friend. i asked myself why and is it right to do so?? at times. because i am wooing after you. If i treat you like normal friend, lolx meaning all your friends is also wooing after you. what i am saying is that. Till the day, you feel that i am worthy for your love and you are ready, tell me then we will go back to the past. Now, i don't wish to take much initiative as later wards, i will make you feeling irritated, not only that, i feel that i am actually zhi zuo duo qing. I am sad and i feel aches in my heart, but i'll still wait for your love .I want to explain.. I always say sorry, because i seriously cherish this relationship and don't wish it to end unhappily. I always took photos of you and make it as my wallpaper, haha it may be me, i am stupid but seriously i miss you , the least i can do to ease the feeling is to look at ur picture. The day i made breakfast for you and asked that question, because i really want to take care of you. and also the breakfast is not to make you feel touch or what, it's bull shit, i know that you wouldn't have break fast when you go for piano, your piano exam is coming and you have skipped some lesson, i really hope you can have a good morning and practise well, hence a breakfast shall make it a nice start. I send you home, because i am worried, i call you, ask you where are you, who are you with, maybe at the starting part of the relationship, i am sensative but later part, i just want care if you're safety. at times i don't dare to ask, i scare if you feel that i am being sensative again . i'm so wrried at times. I change my number, because of that 3 number that i would have free outgoing calls, i always believe we would have long conversations, at times i'm sad. And also i want to have better camera to record our memories. My bag will always have jacket because i know at times you will be cold and i know if i say i will lend you my hand , you wouldn't accept and hence if i have jacket you would use it. There's a point of time that i wanted to leave canoe, cypher and you because i'm stress with my family things, i never let you know, i don't want you to feel worried, but i don't know if you will. the last thing i said before i wanted to leave is, plaese help me take care of her, sorry for the inability that i can't take care of you. i really feel so sorry. that's why i always emphazise remember and learn how to take care of youself. Why did i work so much, partly i work to reduce my family's burden, secondly i really want to bring happiness for you and buy you all the things that you want, bring you to nice nice place to have fun and be happy.smiles :) Have faith on me , if i am a playboy or some bad guys, i have already leave you long ago already and wouldn't C__ for this relationship. Why am i writing all this , again i don't need you to be touch, i just want you to know how much i cherish this relationship. I Really Love you, this is the last time i would say it here, i will hide this feeling, really don't wish to make you feel irriated and be unhappy. It's really like a dream, i hope this dream would become reality and we would be happy everyday together :) smile, bye take care !!! I !!!!! you !!!

Till the day you would give me your love.
I would be happy.
Smiles. i ____ you !! seriously i promise this 3 words for you.

Love Stories ... 9:07 PM

Thursday, July 05, 2007

:)You can treat me cold, or anything you like. I've nothing to say. but i'll still smile and ____you.:)
My heart.....
Please take care of yourself.:)
Hope one day you would choose me and touched..

Love Stories ... 9:05 PM

I don know what had happen again, maybe you just don want me to be around you. I don know if you had any feelings for me. It's a question mark??? But if it's a single sided love, what i can say is that i'm feeling happy and sweet at times, but somehow i don't undertstand why i also feel hurts at times. It's easy to love someone but hard for someone to love you, but somehow i feel that it's also hard to love someone. It's because of love i've change so much. i'm a stubborn guy, trust me. when i hate something, i'll make sure i do anything to torture it or make it disappear. My temper, i get angry easily, but what, haha i feell that i've changed. Now what i can say is that i'll take anything you want to give. If one day you feel that there's a better guy, leave with him. I deserve it because i'm not good enough. :) smile , i'll still. i only want people to see the happy me:) so that everyone would be happy. i'll still contiune my jokes. :)

Love Stories ... 8:05 PM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

Okie , i guess you just don't want to get into relationship. But seriously i feel is that i tot it was time , thats why i asked and simply to said, people giive out some much of cos they want a return.Or just to say i love you, of cos i want you to love me?? and also Love is that element that motivates people, or people would not do things that they don't usually do. I asked you question such as, " you want me to wait?'' because i want to know if at least there is hope anot. You don't want to ans ,or you gave me sad answer, please don't demoralise me, i am not leechers,i am human being, i have feelings, i will leave if you contiune to demoralise me.haha and now i am very hopeless. i'm confuse and don't know what to do.Haha , try putting ur self in my shoes then you will understand how i feel. :) But Nvm if you are mend to be mine, one day u'll love me like how i love you now. if you're not, i can't do anything too, it is just not fated. Lolx. i just don know why. i really love you so much. lolx. At times really i am pissed off with things, but somehow i don feel like being angry in front of you :) be happy , Afterall i still love you.

Love Stories ... 11:28 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

Mango drink... bread with things inside and a rose=P

On saturday, i work till midnight having ot, thats very very tired, but after that decided to give her a surprise on sunday. So after which reached home fall asleep at 5 wake up and prepared, went to market bought all the things i need. After which travelled to the busstop that once she told me sshe will stop there to change bus. Lolx when i reach there , i remembered she told me thats a bridge,alamak i saw 2 bus stop with bridge then don;t know which one. lolx so whenever the bus number comes i would chase from one bus stop to another one to see if she is in there. Then i decided to call her , ahaha she...... okie. then nvm so A surprise so shoudln't let her know, so cannot cll her again. i ran around and finally !!! haha she arrived. so breathless and tired, while sweating. then afterwhich her bus came and we board the bus i gave her the breakfast, then she did not eat as she was rushing to her piano lesson. Then i went to see doctor to get some stuff, lolx only 5 mins , go in tell doctor then come out. then waited for her while getting some rest. then she came down. i pass her the breakfast,the drink, and the rose =P. then we went to the orchard work place. lolx tio ps , say got training in the end they don wnat to go.lolx. then actually asked...... then ......... ya then when work.. so lucky.. manage to be same partner with her, so we said cannot quarrel. lolx then went home. she ttoook cabby from yck to tp.

Erm..................................................................then went home, so dammmn tired but happy and sweet =P. byebye Just hope she will be happy. I hahaahah again....____ you :)

Love Stories ... 4:40 AM