Recently not been resting well, hence Thursday and Friday ponned school. Wednesday went to out with Marc and people to catch Hancock, maybe a bit touching cos i always had that feeling that he is facing, people neglect you. When i am doing something to benefit everyone and being helpful people scold, Shut up !. Thats so hurting. Through time, i have became more and more insensitive and emotional less.
I don care about people's feeling anymore as people don't care about mine. I have now become less busy body, any problem i see i try to ignore unless it hits my value bank hard then i'll help. unless you come to me, as people see me in trouble but stand some where as far as possible and look at me and how i suffer. ok NOW STOP BEING EMO !! haha
Now i have took up so much commitment, although i see lots of friends but i still feel empty inside me, i still have not meet my partner. Recently i took up Alpine leadership pro gramme, training, Climbing up the stairs with bags weighting 8 to 10 kg, running 3 to 8 km per training session , one week 4 trainings. Thats so ... much of commitment but i am up to it, it trains to me be a mountaineer, but weather i go up and climb those mountain is another question as i need approvals from family, friends and my fear and also the correct and sufficient knowledge. I went japan on winter season i almost go into the coffin twice. I'm weak i know.
2nd commitment, volleyball, competitions is on that near corner. Although i'm not in that main 6 and it's my first time to be sitting on bench for sports, i'm ok, cause i have the passion, serious. training twice a week, not really though trainings but theory wise can make you sleep, haha but must listen cause sound correct, our coach is damn cute, if we win nyp for the first match, he treat us bbq or go PUB 3 containers, which is like, drink till you siao ! lol
3rd , my mini business, i have been meeting clients, doing up website, and doing so many things till i am so tired and troubled over it so much, i'm sorry friends if my words were hash, but i mean good for everything only. i'mmmm sorryyyyyyy .
Anyway i gtg , shall blog again.
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Age:19
School:Republic Polytechnics(DBA)
Home:Ang mo kio Area
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