.Winter story.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

ON friday, 20th june 2008, a wonderful day have my IT security lesson, was not bad, manage to understand bits and pieces as i had ponned so many weeks. So after lesson was UT, Arghh cant do, most probably a C or a D grade. haha sad. So before i left the class, i said something, haha i say: " Faci, i'll come for your lessons, no more pon ! ". lol erm doubt so ? haha hope so? LOL. And during my second break out i finaly bought my black book for ideas, anyone interested can ask me whats that about.

After which i went to meet person A ermm... someone took cab over to mrt to fetch that person A? Then head down to east coast for BBQ session, before that went to buy some food and Sushi, best, favourite, remind me of japan trip. Their sushi is the best and bento. After which headed to bbq pit which is 39 and we walked all the way from 16 to 39 which is damn far with my heavy laptop? Had some dancing session and birthday session ? lol and gossip session ?

After which went over to east coast to meet joice and people, wei quan , wen jie , jack, gary , winnie, reagen, eileen, colin and people hpt and celebrate joice birthday ! happy birthday !:) Ate at cavana because they say the ambiance and environment is good?, i have better and more romantic place for chill out ! haha, wanted to order but they wanna go for the next acttivity, pool haha so i went to 7-11 for some food. then went up for pool, don feel like playing so i on my lappy and show some of my pictures and hpt pictures when we were like sec 2 , so memorable !! haha

After which took cab home and changed, went out to danny's house and start our mah jong session ! haha , draw-draw for Croatia and turkey, i won , and mah jong i also won, haha double joy. after which went home sleep.

then saturday night went to town for movie, the Zohan ! erm quite funny la , haha but some how they are bringing out some messages for United states? Go watch it to brighten up your day. i love the telephone part. press a lot number one, shall not elaborate , go watch and find out yourself.:) after which went home, waited for Holland, my favourite team to start playing, okie they are not performing. and i lose, haha nvm , gogo ! goal !! jia you Holland .

Currently mood, guess a bit mad? happy don't know for what ? lol
Signed off sunday 22th june 08, 5.45pm.

Love Stories ... 1:56 AM

Monday, June 16, 2008

First day of school, started with Java lesson. i guess i have a little bit of talent in this module? i can understand the codes but some i still need to find out more and practice more. First day that i took bus to school because i met Kelly and Fabian and they usually take that so i followed. We people are lazy, ya true and i am too, if i have a choice to take Mrt and bus i will but don't waste money save it for the future and everyday walk to school would be a good excerise too. lol

Okie, for previous post alot people i am damn emo, actually abit ba i bought all the bad things that happened into picture. This is something that is so amazing, no matter what happened unless you die, life still carry on so no point being sad everyday. Just hope for tml's happiness, create today's joy and learn from the past.

Been spending money everyday, arghh not saving at all, watch movies , go eat good food, go sing drink, go around Singapore and play, but i don't think i have enjoyed. Today i went for a talk after lesson, which is this project call the alpine leadership pro gramme where we will be a part of the mountaineers where we climb ice and snow mountains. If i'm selected, this year end i will be climbing my first at china ,an easy one for them but don't think for me ? Shall see how , no ones know about this only me and ben took part.

Anyway was waiting for my supper so i just blogged but now the supper is here and i am damn hungry so i will...... STOP here lol bye !

Love Stories ... 11:01 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

2 predictions i gave this relationship.

She still have a bf and her mind weaved.

She Already broke up with her bf and now finding another.

i don't really care cause life's not about finding a perfect life partner, but to find one that grow old with you and build the paper house steps by steps into a solid home with you which brings you memories to talk about in the old days.

I may be easily fall in love with any girls , but once i fall in love, i give everything that i can do for her and promise my Time and soul to be by her side.
Now, after reflecting my past relationship i can swear i have not fall in love with anyone, W___ or any rumours thats pasting around. Cause simply, no one has yet to fill that hole in me.
All the past experience that i had will only make me harder and harder to get into relationships.

Interested did not mean i fall in love, but just if i should just give love another try when i failed so many times.

Haha sometimes, i think it's so foolish and i feel like laughing at myself, haha. foolish young boy?

Love is confusing, that i can say?

Reflecting on past relationships after my last gf?

3 years had past, how many times i tried to stand up and go after a relationship that i feel worth for my life? haha how many times i have failed or maybe how many percent? 100% Failures.

First was L_____, i was too afraid to tell her my love? so i showed through actions, the breakfast i promised you? The birthday that i put in so much effort .
so she did not know and went away with a Butch ? no one would ever understand these feelings?

Second was S_ ____, every occasions that i see you, i promise to send you home. you love cookies, i promise to buy for you whenever u're running out of it. i Changed to drink 7 up when i dislike. i stay awake so that i can make sure you are not disturbed when u're asleep when going home? I feel so bad whenever you're staying out late and i can't promise you a transport home, hence i disturb my brothers and friends so that u will reach home safe? The pictures i took when u 're sleeping that i want to surprise you, but this will never happen anymore? you ran away with not anyone but one of the close bro i had when i am feeling the worst. how hard more can this hit my emotions and heart?

Another sad story? when you forget to take your shoes i bought it down for you but you took for a slave and i should do it? When i spoil your waterbottle i change the brand of bottle that you are using and bought a extra cap for you in case you spoil it yourself. When you come towards me and hand me that banana skin and walk away? i throw it like i should do it? When you msg me and tell me you need to get something from army market, i never think and answered yes? when i slept only 3 hours and wake up for the trip. i bought not only one that you should return to your friend for that one you spoil ? but i bought 2 cause i want you to have one for yourself but not using other people's?

and all the other small small things that i had done is stupid and unless.
how foolish i am?
haha, Maybe i won't do all this anymore for anyone, i shall think for myself first and be self fish ?

And all those relationships that i saw and heard had slowly made me to feel disgusted.
Too be too good was never to be a good thing that i found on a relationship cause another party always took it for granted but my believe is, when i love you means my everything is yours no matter how you treat it.
I will never initiate the next relationship that i am or will be having, simply cause i hope you can ensure me and show me by initiating the first few steps to show me that you're willing to sacrifice and after which i will take the rest of the steps i should.

I may not be rich,
I may not be good looking,
I may not have a good family background,
I may not be sweet,
But what i can promise is that my heart and soul will always be ready for you whenever you need me.

This entry may be stupid and pointless,
but it's all from my heart and how i felt at this point in time.

5.34am end.
Sign off~ Pin wen.

Love Stories ... 12:53 PM

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Erm, after so long i finally feel like blogging. After going through so much things! Another part of my love life, another face of my camp life, my though for the world changed.

Recently been ponning school for camps( Dunman high and Innova Jc ) and works, all this enriched my life.

Dunman high camp was damn fun , their preparation for the camp was damn good.
Then was cypher leadership training camp which falls on 2nd and 3rd june, i'm the Overall in-charge but some how kai le, kelly and ram helped me a lot. was damn serious on the first day when they first come in my face is like not smiling at all but as the day goes on , lol my jokes and my natural side came out and i became the joke of the camp again. but lucky i manage to get things done.
On the second day morning , was hell 7.30 report and only around 10 people arrived so we all were doing pumping till everyone comes.

Okie friends, currently i am taking up much commitments so that i won't feel so lonely and feel occupied. I am also working on my business, but weather it works or not, is still a future stands. do support me.
i hate people who looks down on people.
I'll get you one day.

shall blog again , lazy le haha

Love Stories ... 8:12 AM