Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Went to school on my daddy's bike, thinking about the Cars again! remembering car plates ! reached school , facing new challenage ! thanks daddy for fetching me almost every morning ! i'm lazy i admit ! sorry to trouble you !
After school went off with rulan , raziah, JJ, karen,elson and myself, took bus as it was raining and ..... 6 of us squeezed at the most back seats, but it's nice to feel warm and also the bond within us.
5th dec 2007 officially saying byebye to our danny big boy ! went to watch the last movie with him before him getting fitter in army. golden compass , the relationships touched me, the king of the polar bears, my fav character in the show i feels.
After so many months, and years, 7th of the last month still comes back and it's really near, how am i going to spend this 7th this year, god will show me.
at this moment, flash back to 3 years ago, everything started so fast and ended so fast like a dream. the things we've done, the dreams that we've have made true. The things and space that is still in my house, i'm thinking about you right now. I hate you ! u stole my Consciences, my pride, my love life! Being stupid and tell myself if ever i have a chance to get you back , i will ! putting down my pride telling my friends that i still love you !, destroying my love life day by day, waiting for a love that will never come back.
3 years ago, i Said my heart is yours. 2 years ago i asked you if you still want my heart. one year ago, i'm dreaming about you and me holding each other's hand, walking down the snowing city in Chitose.
And this year i try so hard to forget you but i got hurt more! and now 7th dec is near , that stupid feelings came back, it's as strong as 3 years ago! No!, this time i want a new love life !!
Bare with me, i need to find my courage to love again. Support me.
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