I guess i'm wrong this time, but i'll not say a single sorry. it's pointless. people would just take this sorry as a joke i planned to make everyone laugh.
when i'm in hpt, i'm just a lousy grads that no one respects. When i'm seriously contributing , humans thinks that i'm weird. when i am lost, no one even care to help me out. My effort going back camp almost everyday after school, while holding the duty to take care of my daddy and looking for source for survivors all went into the drain. This is the first time i felt so demoralised and lost in a camp. I had never feel like this before. I don know where i'm standing to scold the students, because you guys don't even respect me , how am i going to gain respects from students, maybe for this i should be the one scolded by the students. On top of that , i was lectured when i'm trying to help and having my precious meal. I'm so pissed at that poitn of time , but i felt like crying , the words come straight in my face. It's so hurt to be losing face infront of so many people, to protect and help myself, i can't control anymore.
I'm alone most of the time without anyone sideing me or protecting, hence i need o protect myself. It hurts to see people having happy families and having fun while i felt so lonely.
I'll stopped here. what i want to say. God, Hope this group of people will contiuned to be happy and safe.
I'll live my life with less happiness. Our memories has gone into the history lanes. Hpt will never sense my presences anymore.
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12:22 PM
~My LiFe
Name:Pinwen
Age:19
School:Republic Polytechnics(DBA)
Home:Ang mo kio Area
E-mail:Pinpin_3@hotmail.com
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