Saturday, September 15, 2007
On 14th of september, went to collect a phone that my daddy won , that phone is not bad, i think is Ericsson de walkman phone, alright. so i didn't want to wake up because i'm tired but decided to follow my daddy to collect that phone cos he don't know where is it and it's at tampines, a place i use to go. so i wake up and get ready and made a call to check where is the place, and it's actually at the big IKEA by the high way, so we went and The place was like !! wah kao ! It's big, one day i gonna go there with friends, i guess it'll be fun !:) so we went up and take BUT !! omG , sorry daddy !! haha i saw the date wrongly and it is suppose to be on tuesday then can take.lol NOT by tuesday must taKE.lolx. After that we daddy say it's alright so he fetch me back to market to meet my brothers, alright , last time my dad use to nagg at me when he see ppl smoking around me, but now he know that i'm old enough to take care on myself, A simple " Pin Wen zhao dian hui lai. Xiao xin" and he went off. seriously i LOVE you, i am willing to go through any stage of life together , no matter happy and sad , you have me and i have you ! :) after which ,saw my sesame cut off his hair to number 1 , haha YOU are old enough le , going into army le !! better jia you in life !!:) then i ask them to go town , so everyone went home to change . after then meet up. so we went to far east to walk walk , and saw so many things to shop. then went to eat. after which !! hahaa Lao di fang, Cappage !! :)play Snooker with strengers:) and we won both match, we played a 2 vs 2. me and quan man . then see them play dota and i'm not playing cos i think i'm lousy so just watch lor, they play with terence they all, and i fall asleep halfway.:) we won la. terence they all lose. then we went express eat and went home. People may think my life is so childish or boring but what matters is the people that is around , they made my life meaningful. great friends, hpt ,5 agape ,my family ,i always leave you people and when i fall down and can't stand up again , you guys are always there to support me, how am i going to repay ?? simply, i'll be a good man and make everyone around me happy .
ON 15th , saturday, went to S11 to eat with daddy, then went out with andrew and lian xin to town, shopped,went to eat at first then saw.....it's weird and i seriously feel very weird and..... so i decided to go off from there and walk around first then andrew and lian xin faster finish their food and come accompany me, Finally !!! i bought something for myself, a NUM slipper. Seriously i have long not buying anything for myself but always when i have money, i would buy things for my friends and my love ones making them happy. Now seriously i understand , i made everyone happy !! but ?? in the end , i'm the one sad. some times i tell myself it's alright this is secondary but they are important. my heart is still not fixed, i am still feeling sad. when i gave my love out, there's no return all the time, must i listen to my friends??? they told me that love is a game , you must play with it, and also you are not that lousy. LOlx, wTH , love is a game??? i still don't like to believe this. i am not going to play any games, to make people fall in love with me. I'll wait , and i believe the right one will come one day. i'll just wait and not do anything , cos i believe if you are the one, you'll take the first step then i will take the 2nd and 3rd step. afterwhich , recheal came and went to bought a V -neck shirt for his BF, so i tried the shirt and it looks nice. then leave town at 9 , because i wanted to go home and change then go club with my rp mates. so went off , then andrew and lian xin and recheal ask me not to leave but accompany them to k pool so i went , after which took cab but ............ alright half way, i decided not to go , cos someone is going, i have nothing to say but i'm seriously pissed off, when his going , no one informed me. alright have fun alright, i guess you guys don't even care for my feelings at all. since that. i have nothing to say. but i'm sad. i spend that money going half way and went home, i sudddenly feel that i'm really stupid , why don't listen to andrew and lian xin , not to go. because i tell myself, i don't want to miss out anything , and i feel that you people are part of my life going club for twice , how much have we gone through? and also i feeel that i don't want to PS you guys, but ???? have you guys though for me ? if you guys don know that he is going, at least when you all see him , tell me , i wont spend that stupid money going half way and turn back. PISSED. STUPID ENOUGH !! PISSED enough. I'll show my attitude soon. how can i be a good man , after so many things happen ??. so went home and changed, and went back to find andrew and lian xin. we actually discuss about why is my taste so weird, but i feel that, it's the feeling that is important but not that lookings and anythign else, and i always feel that i don't have the standard to go after pretty and good girls. i am standing no where. and i feel that the pretty it is , it leaves me faster. :( It's alright , now what i am doing is right, waiting and mean while, work more and earn money to make myself happpy. If you guys cherish this relatonship with me, you all will also want to make me happy and also spend that little time to think for me and my feelings.
Nvm !! :)
take care !
bye.
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