25th sept Alright , today reached school and started the lesson , so bored and seriously in school and don 't know who i can call to accompany me ,i'm so bored and lonely , haiz. Everything have come so far, and have had happened, what else can i do ? My heart soften each time , i tell myself to insist on things so that people won't step over me ,and promise there will never be forgive and forgot but what ? my heart just feel so soft each time and feel that haiz. everyone's at fault .... and have slowly let things go. I guess that stupid pin wen is back again. after which , kept looking for people to work. good pay. so first break ,remember that xiao tian and carrie are in same class and decieded to askked them for lunch so we met. then went back class, after school chatted with ivy and decided to go town to look at her present. while walking around and eating, told her my stupid stories again, my close friends would know everything or even seen me doing it le. i'll wait for that angel to arrive. you take one step, i'll take two. chatted so much and make me think back to the past and seriously , there are sweet memories and also bad ones, but it's still worth it .but i simply love you.after which send Ivy to PS then i meet chun fu and kai ling and took cab to sembawang waiting to give surprise to wilson. 17th birthday ! happy birthday, may all ur wish come through! after giving him that surprise, they chatted, and i just simply fall asleep on the bed, i'm too tired, thanks ivy for that rj ! Everyday going school alone, having 2 break out alone , and after school go home alone ,seriously it feels bad. 27th. haiz it's going to be more lonely for me , it's empty right here, haiz haiz haiz. i really have the urge to quit school now. so many things that are stacking up on my head. Motivations are just a simple thing that i want. but some how , i'm not getting from anyplace. kai ling i'm sorry , i know that my heart is jumping everywhere to look for that love, but i feels that you undertand best, my family, i am so lonely, i really just simply wants to find a partner taht can share all the joys and things with me. ya but i'll control myself ,sorry. i'll not try to find that love now. waiting .
All the pressure is on me, whose willing to share this load with me ?
I need to cope with so many things, whose willing to be that motivation for me ?



Simple life.