.Winter story.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

:) smile. maybe i am stupid or silly, i don't know why.seriously i have to say. You say that i have always treat you more than a friend. i asked myself why and is it right to do so?? at times. because i am wooing after you. If i treat you like normal friend, lolx meaning all your friends is also wooing after you. what i am saying is that. Till the day, you feel that i am worthy for your love and you are ready, tell me then we will go back to the past. Now, i don't wish to take much initiative as later wards, i will make you feeling irritated, not only that, i feel that i am actually zhi zuo duo qing. I am sad and i feel aches in my heart, but i'll still wait for your love .I want to explain.. I always say sorry, because i seriously cherish this relationship and don't wish it to end unhappily. I always took photos of you and make it as my wallpaper, haha it may be me, i am stupid but seriously i miss you , the least i can do to ease the feeling is to look at ur picture. The day i made breakfast for you and asked that question, because i really want to take care of you. and also the breakfast is not to make you feel touch or what, it's bull shit, i know that you wouldn't have break fast when you go for piano, your piano exam is coming and you have skipped some lesson, i really hope you can have a good morning and practise well, hence a breakfast shall make it a nice start. I send you home, because i am worried, i call you, ask you where are you, who are you with, maybe at the starting part of the relationship, i am sensative but later part, i just want care if you're safety. at times i don't dare to ask, i scare if you feel that i am being sensative again . i'm so wrried at times. I change my number, because of that 3 number that i would have free outgoing calls, i always believe we would have long conversations, at times i'm sad. And also i want to have better camera to record our memories. My bag will always have jacket because i know at times you will be cold and i know if i say i will lend you my hand , you wouldn't accept and hence if i have jacket you would use it. There's a point of time that i wanted to leave canoe, cypher and you because i'm stress with my family things, i never let you know, i don't want you to feel worried, but i don't know if you will. the last thing i said before i wanted to leave is, plaese help me take care of her, sorry for the inability that i can't take care of you. i really feel so sorry. that's why i always emphazise remember and learn how to take care of youself. Why did i work so much, partly i work to reduce my family's burden, secondly i really want to bring happiness for you and buy you all the things that you want, bring you to nice nice place to have fun and be happy.smiles :) Have faith on me , if i am a playboy or some bad guys, i have already leave you long ago already and wouldn't C__ for this relationship. Why am i writing all this , again i don't need you to be touch, i just want you to know how much i cherish this relationship. I Really Love you, this is the last time i would say it here, i will hide this feeling, really don't wish to make you feel irriated and be unhappy. It's really like a dream, i hope this dream would become reality and we would be happy everyday together :) smile, bye take care !!! I !!!!! you !!!

Till the day you would give me your love.
I would be happy.
Smiles. i ____ you !! seriously i promise this 3 words for you.

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