OK, i am not trying to be romantic or speak big words, what i want to say is true from my heart.
What i can say is that i can't buy the things you want for now, But Seriously, the best gift i have already given you, which is my love. One part i don understand is why is it that some times you treat me nicely, then one point of time you will treat me so cold, so cold ??? I hope that my love would not feel insecured, this feeling only makes me feel lost, i don't know what u are thinking , if you feels that things are going too fast, tell me , if you feel that my attitude is not good, tell me , i 'll change. If you are choosing me and some one, tell me too, i can try. and also insecurities will links me back to my past where the worst experience i had, is to be cheated...( It Hurts like hell !!!) i know that we are not in any statues and you have the freedom to choose, but don't make me feel like i'm being cheated.Sorry but its my stupid past !!! that hurts me and left the bottle of HCL in my heart which burns at times. Sometimes, a small surprise , or small words like miss you, hugs or even i____ you or even anything else you can think of could be some of the things to make me feel confirmed, and secured. Or one day i will be a CAr without oil to continues it's journey. I know all this are stupid, but i guess guys just like this type of things or maybe its just me. You may thinks that i am a play boy or what , or i am playing around, what i can say is that if i am playing around or i am a play boy, i wouldn't have give in so much. People, please do not judge me by my covers.i'm serious , this may be words , you can choose to believe or not but to say is that no point spending time to type stupid things.
"A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together" This is something i found so meaningful !! i feel that relationship is a two way street , not matter in any terms or things, both side must do tgt and work hard, like initiative, both side should give in.
LAstly to say is that if one day you want me to leave or i need to leave so that you can be happy i will do so, but the last thing to say is that , i sincerely hope you'll be happy and remember to take care of yourself when i'm not there. =) Smile.
I LoV3 you !!! Truely and Sincerely,
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~My LiFe
Name:Pinwen
Age:19
School:Republic Polytechnics(DBA)
Home:Ang mo kio Area
E-mail:Pinpin_3@hotmail.com
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