Erm, noW at billy house, nothing to do so just blog blog around , Now i finally understand that What does Never Be replaced , that song means ....... :( When ever i hear this song , it gave me an insecure feeling, The day you left me , i cry like shit. did you know ?? its okie for you i guess , 24th dec??? its a nice day my heart ached like hell when ever i see your picture, i cried. It was like a dream, really , every thing happened so fast , when school reopened, whenever i saw you , i really feel that we are still together , but whats the fact is that we are not. That feeling.................................. i remember that day when you leave me, we met up in the MRT , i pass you your present , you pass me your present for me , There's a letter for me ?? okie , SMile , don 't read it now . okie girl. When i reach bus stop and read that supposed to be a happy letter, my heart sank to the buttom of the world. I have got no where to go . I took almost 3 years to get over it. Sorry i guess i am stupid and i feel that i shouldn't blog this but i just feel like the pass again . INSECURITY IS everything for me to get over now. Really sorry , i guess i'm just not suitable to get into relationship , i made everyone not happy. Sorry . really Sorry. All along i've tried to help as many people as possible in their relationship becos i know i can't have a good one so i envy and really don't wish people to end up like me . In the end i suffered, i can't solve mine own ....Every thing just crashed me today. Went to xiao melvin's house ytd ton over night . morning went for training , bought break fast for her, guess she haven eat her break fast But i guess she wouldn want. i leave it at the chair. CPF board called me i have to trouble my auntie again for her birth cert , why am i so idiot , keep disturbing people ..... Tan tock seng called me , my dad have to go for check up , at first 15th, changed to 2nd july , now change again !!! to 21st to 22nd june , then !!!! My MUM !!!!! called me asking me to go ice skating tml , what should i do ???? i don't think i'll be going . sorry, i tolded a lie to her , really sorry !! really. i don't wnat my dad to feel insecure . tan tock seng ??? billing ??? Hpt ??? what is happening to it . my future ??? how am i going to survive in rp for the next 2 and a half year ??? i'm deAD , i though i could just have a love story , motivates me , share my problems love her , i gave out everything each time . i don't get anything . really i'm dead. sorry man . i really feel super sad now .... everything for me just don work out . i am weared off.. i don't think i can't contiune anymore. i cried so easily .. why . why am i so stupid. .... i hope it wouldn't be one sided love??? .. haiz . i still love you but i'm dead... people have wonderful family , friends and loves... i don't even have a single of it . i'm dead..................... i tried so hard each time to pursue for it . see once again . every thing just turn out ,,,,,,, so sadly....byebye...
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Name:Pinwen
Age:19
School:Republic Polytechnics(DBA)
Home:Ang mo kio Area
E-mail:Pinpin_3@hotmail.com
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