.Winter story.

Friday, June 29, 2007

I guess , saturday sunday , lolx i will not have time to blog le , anyway, today after school wentcypher meeting after which meet up with billy they all then go melvin's house, Sweety Sweety....=p I should have !!! =P. Good night , take care. i will bblog on monday.

Love Stories ... 11:07 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Ytd wanted to go school, but arghhh my dad call and i , haiz too nervous and put my laptop on the top of don know what la.... then drop, haiz every's gone. i am so so so stress , really going to get depression la , don't know what i got to do if my laptop really spoil, what am i going to do man. So i tell myself relax down for the sake of my dad , my friends, her , i need to stand up no matter how many times or how hard i am falling. So i went back to sleep. After some sleep i wake up and quickly get all my things and went to the tech support centre of Asus , did not want to tell the truth that i drop the laptop as i scare there would be much charges but what i told myself never cheat myself or others !! i'll never tell lies unless for good intentions. So after which the tech support men told me to wait for 3 working days or longer. so i tell myself don stress , so i went around walk walk , call friends if they are around but no ones around , went walk walk myself, my head is blank... so after some walk. went to mac alone sat there with a large ice lemon tea, relax and try to reform my thinking . don't stress up, What went through my mind is that i am not the worst in this world, there are much more people which is less fortunate. Don't envy anyone . work hard for youreself. So i refresh myself and went to work at 5 , Wah kao , i lost my way in that hotel !!! and really lost with no direactions and don know what to do next, lucky there some kind hearted people that guide me and lead me. From here i though of something which is, my friends , my dad, or anyone could only show me the path to solving of the problem but what in the actual fact is that i need to face and solve it myself. I'm old enough i guess. After i reach there , start work, the Over time...What i can say is , i'm really stress up, so many document to hand in , in order to allow my Leo to be reactivated. Laptop !!!!! ARGHHHHHHH !!!! spoil !! 3/4 of my laptop screen gone black. HArd disk ,clash !HHHH! no data could be retrieve !! sad. my pictures all gone. Erm i 've not been sleeping , i slept 1 & half hours after Over time work at orchard hotel. reach home slept for 1.5 hours and wake up study for UT..... But no point nothing gets into My brain !! now in class using school's laptop blogging , totally don't know what is going on. She is my motivation. thats why i came to school cos i miss her. If i could solve all this problem all alone , i will be great !.=).... if i gonna work, i don't know how to do my RJ..... sianz. try my best. Now i 'm wear off totally.later got meeting and ceremony , sorry guys, i'm really tired off, not that i'm giving attitude . really sorry. Smile again =p i want everyone to be happy so i would always smile no matter what :) yeah i love everyone that made my life. :) i Miss you !!! blehh=P

Love Stories ... 11:14 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

oK ! what i can say is that my grades get from bad to worst.:( so many C ! !! wake up please !!=)
No worries.
ytd wanted go training with xiao mel but really i set the alarm wrongly so in the end nv go , sorry. so after that meet xiao mel went to town with fishy then after which hong come meet us. So after which went east coast to have some roller blading session. Kelvin is my shi fu .:) my teacher. The stars in the sky is perfect and so nice. Hope one day , you will follow me to the place.
okay , now actually i believe that for your happinesss, you got to persue yourself BUT ALSO i feel that if it is mine , no matter how you run , it will still be yours.
I don't know what is every thing going , how's everything ???
Will one day we will ..... be tooooo geeeetttttttt hhhhhheeeeeerrrrrr??? lolx

Hahah, i will bare all the consequence by myself . i will never regret.. no matter what happen.
If i were to be happy , that is good
If i were to cry , no worries i will cry alone .

Love Stories ... 8:26 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

Today's lesson about VB !! arghhhh headache , when my team first came in , lolx we can't do anything but play around with that Vb thingy !!! then finally every one go around ask for ppt from friends and finally we have some idea what to do .. lolx Stress la .reallly. Starting work soon le =) finally .

Love Stories ... 12:40 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

可愛女人 - 周杰倫 =) 你是我的可愛女人

曲︰周杰倫詞︰徐若瑄編︰周杰倫
＊想要有直昇機　想要和妳飛到宇宙去
想要和妳融化在一起　融化在銀河裡
我每天每天每天在想想想想著妳
這樣的甜蜜　讓我開始相信命運
感謝地心引力　讓我碰到妳
＃漂亮的讓我面紅的可愛女人

溫柔的讓我心疼的可愛女人
聰明的讓我感動的可愛女人
壞壞的讓我瘋狂的可愛女人

世界這樣大而我而我只是隻小小小的螞蟻但我要盡全力全力全力保護妳
漂亮的讓我面紅的可愛女人
溫柔的讓我心疼的可愛女人
聰明的讓我感動的可爱女人

You're my idea gf and my kind of girl , but i may not be that guy you looking for , but for whom i love , i promise i'll change no matter what's the factors, i'll do anything no matter what happen, i'll love you no matter what stops me. And hope one day you will be touched =)

Love Stories ... 1:30 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I guess if i do not want this love story to end now, i need to paragraph it. What i hope now is just only that give me the chance to change , no ones take one day to change. I am trying very hard. I know that i should trust you at the very first part , really sorry. and also please i can promise i will not be your past bfs but yet i will really change , one day, i will become the kind of guy you are looking for . Please give me that chance and hope. She changed passwords, blog links. i guess there are things that i shouldn't know. I really hope i could have a hug but it is almost impossible. When i am not there , i really hope you would take care of yourself. When it's late , ask someone to send you home , when there is no one , call me i will always be on standby. When you're alone , bored call me i can chat with you , don't shop alone next time , call me and i would rush down .

My jacket will always be in the bag , when you are cold, the jacket would be for you , this offer stands forever.

When you need tissue, call me and i would deliever down to where ever you are.

And , My Love for you would always stand still and not weaver. hope one day....

The day i lefted, i promise to bring back something . In order to make my family happy, less worries for my friends and romances for her. What i hope is my family could endure, My friends could be happy and her to wait for me. I know i am no one now but one day you'll see me somewhere near the tip of the world. I am sorry to cypher club , I will miss Canoeing and what i can't put down is her. the very last thing i hope my Friends and brothers could help me , is to take care of her. Wait for my return , i'll be someone different , i will refresh myself and gain back my confidence while changing for her ( Sensative ) Girl, i know that once you had feelings for me but from factors to factors that i have cause, changed everything . I'm sorry i know that i'm wrong . Please don't black list me =) Again , thanks for giving me that chance to start a new , i will cherish it. =) I hope one day i will return and your feelings deep inside your heart will flow out again for me like water falls. I really hope and pray hard =)

Cypher club , i'm sorry , really sorry , the last event would be PM visit and i would have to leave, or maybe half way i have to leave. really sorry , but wait for my return , trust me i would help every thing i could.

Canoeing , i know it is going to be a big challenge for me after my return but What ?? i want to take up the challenge. You will see me on water. Last thing , again what i really put down is her. I would always be there when you all need help . but now i need one help from my Friends and brothers first. I really hope you all will help me take care of her. Thanks so much. I love you .

Love Stories ... 7:06 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Okie, Last evening send her to her destination at hou gang=) Then her parents came fetch her, Omg her Mum actually remember me i tot i could act act around so that they will think i am a stranger :) After which went home , took 161 then to hou gang took 72 home. after which bath and went out to find my daddy again :) Wah i can't find a newspaper for my dad, i went all around to 6 shops whereby it is very far apart just to find , but ha what i get in the end is still newspapers are sold out. so went back to find my dad. chat chat , and went home , was so tired but went to buy some food. Billy called and wanted to come over to stay or ask me to go over to his place , really really thanks but i just feel like being alone :( ya some many things happened in life. Thankz so much. Brothers forever, i really hope it won't be last time again . so many problems in my friends, this one don't like that one , fight and snatch girlfriends here and there , gamble here and there :( ya. Now i finally understand i really hate people to cheat . really so i wouldnot tell lies again. Unless for good intentions.

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Love stories need paragraph , we have alreAdy came so far , i really don't wish if the story would end now . please give me the chance really i love you so so so much hope one day you will too. this is the 2nd time i fall so deep with love with another girl . please allows your feelings for me to flow. PleASE i really hope you can be happy every day , don't treat me differently ,this makes me feel that you are not happy and at times i really want to leave you all because of one thing . !!
I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY .=)

Love Stories ... 11:50 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

I Guess i must be Optimistic, Friends, they are my greatest support without them , i can't be studying in Rp and how can my life goes on , My aunties and daddy and my uncles , my relatives , they are great.. My love , i guess i just have to change and hope you give me that chance again . Life's to be happy although tired. This is the 2nd time i fall so deeply with someone. I ____ you !! Really hope one day you will say this to me . =p

Went to xiao melvin's house played mah jong , won so so so so much at first , got a xiao shan yuan , but some how, lost concentration. Kenneth said that when i win in mah jong meaning losing my love, Arghhhh is it true?. please i hope not =( If its true, i 'm willing to lose everything .

I guess we are going well.

Love Stories ... 7:52 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Girl :) i can change . Trust me. Give me that chance to go bAck to that sweet past, and don worry i wont be like ur ex. trust me.i promise. Anything she don't like, i can change !:) Today don't dare to buy breakfast for her scare she wouldn't want it.Was a very tireed day for training , i vomitted 4 times , i guess cos i did not eat breakfast .Cough all the way. TodAY i gave her a morning call . Saw her during training , don't dare to go near her , scare if she would angry and avoid me. After which went bishan eat, feel better. Still don't dare to talk to her . Then later went to melvin's house finally chatted abit then was once close again, i hope it wont change. watch wei siao pasta and Unborn :) Then after that took cab and send her home . :) It's the sweet proccess.

Once again,

.I
.____
.You

Love Stories ... 2:45 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

Really sorry that i treated you more than a friend , but it's my feelings that guide me in. You're thinking if the feeling for me is it true . maybe it's me that treat you good that cause you to feel nice about me , but it may not be love. you have the right to choose . i can't do anything but to wait .

End
I still ____ you .

Love Stories ... 7:25 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Really Sorry , i guess i just sensative sometimes. I believe one day trust could bring this jealousy away. really sorry. without statues i can't trust anyone , 2 years before . its because that i trust her too much , what ever she say and what ever she do , i trust her, i don't ask at all. In the end what happened?? unless anyone can promise me that this would not happen again. I really love you . really really . i guess i just have to be less sensative, i trust you. please give me the chance. But if i am not the one you're looking for. please reject me and just tell me on my face before i go into too deep. i really love you . i promise my 3 words for you. i love you .

Love Stories ... 5:31 PM

Erm, noW at billy house, nothing to do so just blog blog around , Now i finally understand that What does Never Be replaced , that song means ....... :( When ever i hear this song , it gave me an insecure feeling, The day you left me , i cry like shit. did you know ?? its okie for you i guess , 24th dec??? its a nice day my heart ached like hell when ever i see your picture, i cried. It was like a dream, really , every thing happened so fast , when school reopened, whenever i saw you , i really feel that we are still together , but whats the fact is that we are not. That feeling.................................. i remember that day when you leave me, we met up in the MRT , i pass you your present , you pass me your present for me , There's a letter for me ?? okie , SMile , don 't read it now . okie girl. When i reach bus stop and read that supposed to be a happy letter, my heart sank to the buttom of the world. I have got no where to go . I took almost 3 years to get over it. Sorry i guess i am stupid and i feel that i shouldn't blog this but i just feel like the pass again . INSECURITY IS everything for me to get over now. Really sorry , i guess i'm just not suitable to get into relationship , i made everyone not happy. Sorry . really Sorry. All along i've tried to help as many people as possible in their relationship becos i know i can't have a good one so i envy and really don't wish people to end up like me . In the end i suffered, i can't solve mine own ....Every thing just crashed me today. Went to xiao melvin's house ytd ton over night . morning went for training , bought break fast for her, guess she haven eat her break fast But i guess she wouldn want. i leave it at the chair. CPF board called me i have to trouble my auntie again for her birth cert , why am i so idiot , keep disturbing people ..... Tan tock seng called me , my dad have to go for check up , at first 15th, changed to 2nd july , now change again !!! to 21st to 22nd june , then !!!! My MUM !!!!! called me asking me to go ice skating tml , what should i do ???? i don't think i'll be going . sorry, i tolded a lie to her , really sorry !! really. i don't wnat my dad to feel insecure . tan tock seng ??? billing ??? Hpt ??? what is happening to it . my future ??? how am i going to survive in rp for the next 2 and a half year ??? i'm deAD , i though i could just have a love story , motivates me , share my problems love her , i gave out everything each time . i don't get anything . really i'm dead. sorry man . i really feel super sad now .... everything for me just don work out . i am weared off.. i don't think i can't contiune anymore. i cried so easily .. why . why am i so stupid. .... i hope it wouldn't be one sided love??? .. haiz . i still love you but i'm dead... people have wonderful family , friends and loves... i don't even have a single of it . i'm dead..................... i tried so hard each time to pursue for it . see once again . every thing just turn out ,,,,,,, so sadly....byebye...

Love Stories ... 5:05 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Today , did not went for training , after that went to bishan to look for canoeist , then later went for cypher meeting , PM visit. Then after which went to china town eat :) i love her !!! yeah , then went home that time made her abit irritated, sorry okie, cos i tot you angry. :) i guess i am abi t sensative ba, but i really scare you angry, anw , last part went i send her home on bus, :) finially she smiled..:) yeah I love you !!! then went home to eat and change now at melvin house , haha tml got training yeah, see you tml !! byebye. take care dudes !!.

Love Stories ... 2:37 PM

So many things but so little time. I'm looking forward to the future but not my past. History made my knowledge and experience but i don't wish to go back to my past, i've learn it all in the hard way, My family back ground, my love stories, and my friend's Bond. My love ones lefted me, some friends go off and my loves don't works.

Hope it would be a good 2nd half of the year. =)

Love Stories ... 12:53 AM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Arghh, what a big planning for HPt !!! have trust with each another . ya , we must unite together !!
I really love you , but i guess i have to slowly leave you , unless you feel that u love me too and want me to be at your side. I LOVE you , its not just words but its from my heart !!

Love Stories ... 12:51 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

I don't understand , you are not ready for another relationship ?
But some how you are pushing me away . i just feel that my chance is fading am i right ??? can you just re confirm me ?? i am so confuse now , in a lost path.
Msn , i told you we chat differently from last time till now.history Then you said because i treat you differently, more than a friend??? you don't like it ??? This is call love ??? nooo ??? nooo???
Haiz, so lost ........ if you don like me or what, just shoot my face i rather you let me feel sad and cry now than later part. If you feel that we can be together but not now, can you just re confirm me ??? don tell me such things, at least treat me like some one that is wooing after you. if you don't like, just tell me , i would draw everything out and not treat you so good that you don't like. If you like me, also tell me so that i am not so lost. Or one day i really don knwo where to go .....

Love Stories ... 9:58 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

With only 2 hours , we made a decision, we decided to have a E-leads camp, under our out source campany. Planning shall take place asap, i hope all grads will give us the fullest support and what we really need now, is all the team work and togetherness Again !!! We once made things happen, i Strongly believe this time round a success would be reached. I did not buy breakfast for her today , cos i scare later she don want to eat and school got things, so later will ask what she wanna eat :)

Love Stories ... 8:36 PM

OK, i am not trying to be romantic or speak big words, what i want to say is true from my heart.

What i can say is that i can't buy the things you want for now, But Seriously, the best gift i have already given you, which is my love.
One part i don understand is why is it that some times you treat me nicely, then one point of time you will treat me so cold, so cold ??? I hope that my love would not feel insecured, this feeling only makes me feel lost, i don't know what u are thinking , if you feels that things are going too fast, tell me , if you feel that my attitude is not good, tell me , i 'll change. If you are choosing me and some one, tell me too, i can try. and also insecurities will links me back to my past where the worst experience i had, is to be cheated...( It Hurts like hell !!!) i know that we are not in any statues and you have the freedom to choose, but don't make me feel like i'm being cheated.Sorry but its my stupid past !!! that hurts me and left the bottle of HCL in my heart which burns at times.
Sometimes, a small surprise , or small words like miss you, hugs or even i____ you or even anything else you can think of could be some of the things to make me feel confirmed, and secured. Or one day i will be a CAr without oil to continues it's journey. I know all this are stupid, but i guess guys just like this type of things or maybe its just me.
You may thinks that i am a play boy or what , or i am playing around, what i can say is that if i am playing around or i am a play boy, i wouldn't have give in so much. People, please do not judge me by my covers.i'm serious , this may be words , you can choose to believe or not but to say is that no point spending time to type stupid things.

"A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together" This is something i found so meaningful !!
i feel that relationship is a two way street , not matter in any terms or things, both side must do tgt and work hard, like initiative, both side should give in.

LAstly to say is that if one day you want me to leave or i need to leave so that you can be happy i will do so, but the last thing to say is that , i sincerely hope you'll be happy and remember to take care of yourself when i'm not there. =) Smile.

I LoV3 you !!!
Truely and Sincerely,

Love Stories ... 11:01 AM

:) hey, yeah this few days was rather tired, have so many activities, one after another.
yeah , my feeeling will not fade, i am not a play boy !!! haha
but currently i'm just feeling insecure. yeah don't worry i guess things will turn out fine.
I hope i won't be a car that is not finding its direaction to the destination and run of oil.

I ___ you !!!

Love Stories ... 3:55 AM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Sorry, girl i can't buy what you like, but i will someday, forive me for my inability okie??:) anw,very good , we've been communicating mch, and every single day, i love you more:) take care byebye.

Love Stories ... 9:58 AM

Friday, June 01, 2007

Yeah, today went to find her during first break :) we ate together and cheryl , then went to her class, second break went to w1 then with her ,adeline, alan , fishy , baverly. Then accompany her back to class. After school, she waited for me wHao, she will wait for me lehz:) yeah so happy,then i send her to koven, haha cannot every time send her, cos will spoiled her, but i just ove to send her and be with her. yeah, "A relationship is a two way street. It's never all your fault or the other persons. You go into the relationship together and work through it all together" from someone that wrote on friendster, and i feel so correct with this sentence.:) haha, i will wait for you, i just simply love you, but sometimes i just need abit of secure, may i know when would you be ready :) yeah , i love you !!! Girl , i miss you every single bit of time and love you every single bit of my life . lol :) bye !

Love Stories ... 11:03 AM