I have to blog man , everything stored inside will cause me to bomb one day !!! Republic poly is really good! It train us so toughly, everyone you think exam or test is the big factor affecting lifes , please every one you got the wrong concept, without EQ, something that is so amazing , you Must have EQ in this society now, or you are just Some one useless. !! Everyday, class would be a place for me to learn, my friendly side had changed , no one likes me anymore. I am not that joker in the past anymore, everyday, my motivational level decrease, in times i try to make myself happy by remembering my past . This contridicts myself again , when i look back, i asked myself . do i really have more things to be happy rather to be sad?? Bad Relationship in BGR, Family background...... friends???50% to be happy about, 50% to be sad about ??? hence, when i think back , i actually feel even sad.......ARGHHHHH !!! Now, actual problem, i try to be a silent worker, but i can't, no one loves my work. I tried to have a gf ? It turns out to be sweet but my past experience makes me fear it. The sweeter it is , Will it be like my past, i hope not . I can wait , i am not play boy !! my heart will never change if you are the right one ! I really hope if i have a gf , she could help me more, Abit will do. I can say this time is the first time i gave in so much , so much . how many sorry have i said?? in the past , do i need to say sorry ??? i don like to and i will not unless it is really a stupid mistake i have made, hope everything would be fine !!!results in school , FAlling all the way Straight AAAAs. now ......... i got my first C and no one understand my feeling. how sad it is , that day when i was shoot down like shiT! !!! who is there to help me ????? why why why why am i suffering from this ???? everyone had a guardian angel ?? where is mine ??????...... Are you hiding ? Are you scare of me ???. trying so hard to start my career ??? HA , am i dreaming ?? some times????..... Guardian angel, i need your help please!!!
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Name:Pinwen
Age:19
School:Republic Polytechnics(DBA)
Home:Ang mo kio Area
E-mail:Pinpin_3@hotmail.com
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