Haiz, i'm sad after reading some articles. My heart urge me to work even harder now. i'm now positioned at the most not reliable source [ xxxxxx ] i don't need to prove but from my feeling and actions from you people had prove it ,either i could sense it. I feel sooo..... Haiz. i'm so useless . It's ok . i'm for nothing? , one day you people shall regret. Wtf !!! I swear not to joke anymore , this don't do me any good . the joking pin wen shall be only seen occasionally. The most devastating part was that the bonds builded was a waste , even they don't understand me . please , humans grow , and well i'm a normal human !!, i don't stay forever the same , please don't judge me with my past !!!!!!!!!!!!! i've got nothing to say if you continue to judge me with my past . Devil shall be rise upon the dead !! i'll prove all of you wrong by judging me that way !!
> i'm Vain ?? No.

Love Stories ... 2:47 AM

>Today , i've learnt something . I thought about it during ms patrina cheong's class. She was giving us Poa tuition , and mr chin happen to walk pass. At this point of time ,if i were in mr chin's position, i'll be very sad. Looking at my our students asking help from other teachers rather than me , but this was not what i want to point out . I want to understand from the student's view . Did the students ever thought about mr chin's feeling? . Often people neglect how people feel and did not understand people's point of view . Why did this happened ? From what i have notice , pupils are accountabe for their own studies but somehow , they left it with the teachers . They often blame teachers to be bias and their lessons could not be understand . Is this true? Touch your heart and ask yourself if you could hand in homework on time , and take the little effort to read through the text book at home , could all this happen?? Afterall , its our result and blaming , dosen't help with anything.

Haha, anyway . i have got the wrong meaning for deplore , it is actually to beg some one , eg '' Please help me to hand in the work '', he deplored . Haha.

>Had my english prelim , hope that my strategic planning would work :)
>Tomorrow 's teachers' day celebration , need to get mr lau a present !:)


HAha, so i have go out soon :) Rest for one day :) go out shopping :)
> Byebye
> Sign Off , pin bang
> TAke care !!! =)

Love Stories ... 1:54 AM

>New word to be learnt, Deplore , is to regret .

> I can't wait for My freedom , but i will miss those days when things are well planned for us.
> My heart argued with my soul . Soul Said, "I Miss PHS whenever i'm absent." , while my heart Shouted, "Life goes on !! The fact , i have to put down my memories , but whenever i recall , i felt so sad. I will miss all those days !!
> Love is also an issue , i'm puzzled.
------>Lists of events coming up.
> Tuesday , Blood donation ! Last year's experiance wasn Good . when you know that you are saving people's life you feel happy. So this year will not leave me out in saving people's life . i'm jOining !!
> Wednesday , English Prelim ?
> Thursday ,teacher's day celebration [ going back to primary school ]
> friday ,teacher's day [ having tuition ]
> Saturday ,study !
> sunDay , rest , study !

Love Stories ... 10:48 AM

Finally , for once that i'm stress. i almost freak out after POA tuition .i am so tired !! Anyway , Miss chong really got to thank you for the time spend teaching us, although u're not a full time teacher , you made a great difference in the school. Your passion is your Strenght.
>Now , i don't know what disease or virus got onto me again , my head seems to blank out sometimes & i just fall.
>What ever , Os-lv , can i do it ? Well ,i will try my best .
> My heart just collaspe, when i reach home . "I feel like crying ,but the fact that i'm a guy i should not "

> time : 1.45am
> Good niGht !
> I Love Everyone in my life !
> Pin bang , sign Off .

Love Stories ... 10:42 AM

The first time that i'm burning incences by my own , ordered by my Dad !! , haha . he was saying that he will be home late , and he contiuned with " Pin wen you Go And buy the papers and burn it later !!!, and you better do it "

> It was so weird , when i'm burning the incences, A Cat just wanders around my leg and i was scare that the cat might get too near to the fire , so i scare it away . Soon after i finish burning , i sat down , the cat came again , this time climbing on top of my lap , and sat down too . LOL ! how dare it ! , haha So i played with it .
> Its kind of weird , Maybe " it's my pass away relatives? " Omg , it sounds eeeeeeee. haha . ANyway it's my relative ? wouldn't hurt me? , lol
> Now is 2.37 am ,i just finish burning incences, and i'm tired and dirty ,i 've got to bath ! and go to sleep ! , did not attend school ytd :)
> byebye , nights every one !!! sweet dreams !!

Love Stories ... 11:35 AM

.. Today, i woke up late , receive a message regarding Hpt acer day preformance practise in school with an instructor . whoo, An instructor , so decided to check it out in the school .Straight after i reach school , my attention was caught onto the plannings for Events ( i cant state the events ) =) . i joined shannon , chun fu , andrew , branda & mrs soh . We had a nice chat , in my image , mrs soh became more and more friendly. =) i mean she has a friendly personalilty . After which , i went to marina Bay joining my friends in Celebrating of 3 person's birthday at once . Kelly chua , Kok heng & Danny's birthday !we had STeam boat for our dinner and Arcades for entertainments . I went home while others head towards town areas for another round of celebration. =)

>The time now is 7.00am . i still can't get to sleep . things running through my mind . O-level , Graduation & many other things . ( The heavens' gift is yet to come but my feelings is still with her.)
>My heart aches whenever her image appear. It sounds stupid but i can't control.
>Purpose in life is known by you on the day of birth.
>Time to force myself to sleep.
Things to be Done
>Meeting
>Grads CD
>Contact list( profile )

I'm Off . Tag me.
Take care !
Good Morning !
Sunday 20th August '2006
7:12:54 am

Love Stories ... 3:55 PM

i'm Recovering . Only when U Fear something , consciences will teach U the way to learn. Promises without Actions teach U to lie. Goals without purpose leads U to failure.

In all this sentances, ''U'' emphsis on how important life is. People seldom take life seriously. They end their life in difficult circumstances, such events tell us that they took their life for granted .



Oh my God , 2 more months to freedom . Before that , O-level is driving me crazy. I have always complained about my basics but did i ever try to help the situation ? I finally understand this sentances. I am slowly catching up with the pace . Hope that any distraction could be avoid. May lord bless everyone !

Good luck every one ! , i will be back soon .
Miss all of you !!

Love Stories ... 10:50 AM

Wah , i Finally FInd out Who is that BAstard that on going , playing with my name !! , pls , now that i am giving u a chance , pls don take this for granted .
i cant find any reason for u to make all this things out of me , !! , i have treated you well , i can say that its my best ! , Touch ur heart , when ppl disturb u , whose the one helping you , every time when things don go right , did i help u with ur study , did i ask motivate you to study on ! ?????? ask yourself , your consciences understands it most .

i Don care who or what makes you to do this on me , you have ur standings , as well as me . If it were to be someone that influence you , you're being foolish , if its your own will , thats even something not to be understand .

Anyway, if u wants to contiune to play with such game , i can say that i am well prepared , i will join in the fun any time , we shall see , whose's the last survior .

Actually i love the name "Lynn " alot , well ? .. nice name , i think u should know who i am talking about now ? . you've created a frenster account too ? what a nice plan ? , indeed ?

i'm now giving you a chance ? you don't need to say sorry or to do anything , but seriously, pls ask your consciences to judge if , famale attraction is more important than friendship ? , At first , i have been looking into this relationship as a nice buddy that i have . ? but what have you done? to /spoil some one that really got no intention or any harm , but a true friendship that u own at first , but too bad? now , its gone , i heart broke . my heart tell me that , every thing that i have done is to be seen as bad deeds that i am creating .

Well , Good luck for ur future , i have nothing much to say . I wont hold any grudge on you . but pls don provoke me any more.

Love Stories ... 11:03 AM

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