Saturday, December 10, 2005
..Todday..went sentosa.. start from yesterday ... i and colin ..kay joo ..kelly..and her.. went li ting hse .. ton ya.. then we talk talk chat chat.. kelly fall asleep...then slowly one by one ...carry on by me ..i am the last one .. i slept .. facing her ..i jus feel like looking after her the whole night so that she will have a .. good sleep.... i tried to sleep but i ..did not.. cos i want to really cherish the time i spend with her...haiz...ya .so i wake them up at 6.00 am surppose.. to be 5.30 .. see they so tired ..ya .. then went to sentosa..ate mac..then to palawan..beach .. played ..she don know how to swim ..so they try to teach.. her .. i feel like join ing but i'm scare ..that she 'll avoid me.. and find me irritating .. so i try not to let her sense my presence too much... its hard to do it..haiz... My heart ache...then went to bath and went to harbour front .market to eat... they were so close ... i felt jealous... but no i cannot .. trust !! ... ya i also cannot do much things .. my heart ache again...then went home ..they wanted to go bishan ..haiz ...but did not go ...so went home ... now i ;m blogging ..
haiz...how i wish that i am flirt .. so that i wont love some one .. so hardly and so much !! ... the worst is that the feeling is growing ..haiz and i could not do any thing ... only stand and watch ... but .. i'll still waiT for the day .. that is Right ... :( Believe me i am willing to wait !!!.. no matter how long ! ...
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